hmmm..all i've been doing is cry...sleep...cry...sleep...until i got an eye bag...hmmm...been thinking about yesterday..alot...i dunno who's fault was it..i guess it's me and baby's fault...hmmm...two people's opinion..aisha and raudhah.. raudhah said... she salute me...for putting my effort in asking for forgiveness coz i went to baby's work place...for love she said i did that...just to keep my relation with baby.. she said maybe ALLAH was putting me into a test...how patient i am to face this situation... my comment... i agree with raudhah...maybe it's true what raudhah said...maybe it's a test on how much i love baby...and how patient i am.. aisha said... i'm stupid for going to baby's work place..i'm stupid coz i still wait even tho' he didn't entertain me..she said..baby was mean...for saying such words to me.. my comment... i agree to what aisha said...i was stupid enough to do such a thing...it was mean of him to say that... my own said... i'm confussed between the two...hmmm...well...i just have to face it la right...i dun really know what to do already...just sleep...cry...sleep..cry...that's all i can do for now...i really need to talk to him...to know what will happen next...hmmm...all i can think now is him...what his doing...has he eaten...all i can think about is him...ouch...i miss him...i love him... maybe it's true taht i did all that because i really love him...well..i prove it to myself that i really love him...and i dunno how i can survive when we...ah...don't talk about it...i hate it...hmmm...i dunno what to do already...it seems like so long since i talk to him...altho' it's just yesterday...and i know he feels the same too..hmm...i'm currently having a fever...maybe due to lots of crying...that usually happen to me la..hmmm...i miss him so much...i wanna see him soon...well..it's tomorrow actually...arh...i dunno la...hmmm...just hope i can forgive and forget what happened yesterday...for now, i only forgive...but not forget...hmmm...entah eh...he blame me...i blame him...haiz...actualy we should blame ourselves...hmmm...ok la...i wanna continue to sleep...if can la...hmmm..bye2...
