booo....chak..!! haha... i dunno what's happening to me today i seems happy... dunno why... maybe due to... i dun even know due to what...haha hmmm... today was ok la.. i ate alot... i ate... =>2 ice cream... =>cheese fries =>rice =>and more junk food... hahaha... and i just thinking of eating maggi right now... hahaha... just in the mood to eat... i dun even know why... maybe it's because i'm HAPPY!!! haha... hmmmm...tomorrow i'll have class... and i want money..!!! haha... i'm addicted to coffee man... my fav coffee would be.... CARAMEL ICE BLENDED!!! hahahaha... hmmm...it's like every week i've been buying that drink... hahaha... papa?? can u affer to buy me that drink?? please??!! haha... no la... just joking.... i dun want to spend his money... hehehe... hmmm...won't be able to meet him tomorrow... coz he's working.... hmmm... maybe i'll go and disturb him while his working... hmmm...but i think i'll ask him first... scared later he'll be angry with me.... coz he doesn't like to be disturb while working... hmmm...yesterday, he called my house at 3.30... to ask for my forgiveness... coz he message me at 12.50 and i didn't reply... coz i was sleeping... hmmm....at 3 called him...when i was awake...due to dunno what la... so called him and i put down the phone coz i was angry... that's when he called me... hmmm....he nearly cried when i said my feeling.... he knows he was at fault... it's hard to hear a guy cried for a girl... usually, the girls would be the one... well actually i cried yesterday when i spilled out my feelings to him.. u can hear his voice change la...i was touched actually... silly question... "did u do anything to my pooh when u were angry??" papa...i'll never ever do anything to pooh... all i'll do is kiss and hug it when i miss u... well yesterday he told me to hug it if i miss him... i've been doing it long time ago... i know it's stupid... but i can't help it...haha... sometimes, he can be irritating... but sometimes, he's just so sweet... the way he persuade me... the way he talk to calm me down... the way he says SORRY it's just so... i dunno...just nice?? maybe... no words can describe how it feels... unless if that person knows what i'm talking about... loves is blind... well...i just feel that maybe i was lucky enough to have such a guy... even when he's angry, he'll know where to stop... and apologise if he hurt me... well..i always lose to that... i melt easily to him... hmmm...well...i guess, i'll end here... bye2..!!
