Tuesday, December 26, 2006
by just looking at his pictures...i feel so calm..so relax..by hearing his voice...my hearts jump!his voice can make me go crazy...and when i meet him..i feel so securedi feel so safe...the way he touch me..aww..i makes me feel that im wanted...it makes me feel that im special...the way he jokes ard...i feel like..life is so wonderful..i just dont want it to end..when he accidentally hit me...he will turn..and said...sorry and i know it's sincere...coz he show so much care..even when he actually just step my foot...when he sees me sad..he will come to me..and give me a hug..to show that im not alone..he's with me...all the way..and when he hug me..i just doesnt want to let go of him...and when he kisses me on my forehead..it seems so sweet..a love of a family...but the problem is..he's not my family member..awww...he's too sweet to resist..it is so tempting..he makes u go..tralalalala....haha...i declared that...I LOVE HIM!!& I MISS HIM TOO!!!he's lovely..i was sick yesterday and the day before yesterday..he call me just to ask me if i ate my medicine already or not..and ask me if i already eat..if if i havent eat..he will force me to eat..even if it's alreday 12.00 am..he doesnt mind me being fat..alll he wants is just..me being healthy and happy!!he accept me for who i am..he doesnt mind the fact that im SHORT & FAT!!he LOVES me!!!!he respect me!he treasure me!he send me msges every now and then to ask me how i am..and what im doing..maybe u people are thinking..he's doing that just to get my attention..but..i dunt fell like that..what he says..it seems to come from the bottom of his heart..gosh!sweet lah him...ok lah..taht's it for now..he told me not to sleep late..so ya..here i go..bye!
And i left my pen at 02:04
