"baby, im sorry for wat i have done to u. i don expect things to turn out this way. i hope u can forgive me. i really love u with all my heart. u have been there for me all the time. u give me happiness and the appreciation tat i have long wait... pls don leave me.. i swear to u i never cheat u seh.. pls trust me n give me a chance to explain myself k." hmmm.... sweet right?? this was send on the 12 feb 2007.. by my sweetheart!! i kinda asked him for break up that time.. then.. he actually didnt sleep just to msg me and call me.. i mean.. he was supposed to be sleeping coz he's working afternoon shift.. but bcoz of me, he didnt.. and i feel so bad!! horrible.. something happened la.. hehe.. something that i told u guys before in the previous entry.. when he msg, i didnt reply.. when he calls i reject it.. pity him seh.. haiz.. then kinda talked to him afterward and he explain to me the real situation.. and that was the first time he hear me crying!! and he felt so bad!! haha... well.. i just love that boy a lot!! thanks sweetheart!! muacks!!