Friday, September 28, 2007
im trying my very best to settle the problem with bf..
im angry at him..
for everything he had done..
things are piling up bit by bit..
i had no choice bt to tell the whole truth to him..
and now..
the problem is hanging without ropes..
which means..
im not sure how things will end up to be..
im being stupid for getting into a relationship when im taking my 'O' level..
its dumb!
cos i should have know that problems will rise sooner or later..
and now..
the problem pops out when 'O' levels is in a month time..
and i really need to buck up a lot!
i've slack enough..
and i need to really concentrate and gives the best for my exams..
another problem would be..
the attention i yearn from bf..
i didnt get..
and someone came up to give me the attention..
and i kinda have feelings for him..
but kak fidah told me it would be bad if it grows..
but what can i do to stop it from growing??
i know i should tell bf i needed his attention..
but he's always too busy with his own personal life to even care about me..
for those who have been giving me the attention, i appreaciate it..
and thank you all..
i guess..
i need to be alone right now..
i've got to go my own way..
and i hope bf would understandd...
And i left my pen at 22:53
