u should smile for the name of LOVE.
alright..
the plan of having a make up thingy waas cancelled cos the make up kit was not at the shop..
wanted to do the hair thingy..
the kit was also not there..
haha..
so me and kak idah went to bugis on seacrh for a perfect dress for me..
haha..
but when we reached, the search for a dress was failed as suddenly i feel like not wearing a dress..
haha..
so..
i shall search for something that i can wear it for grad night and also for regular usage..
gonna get some rough ideas later..
searching it over the internet...
after which, we decided to go to boat quay cos kak idah was meeting a friend..
and then..
when kak idah met with her friend,
i was practically alone..
when the sun went down, i felt so shitty..
i nearly cried..
but i decided to be strong and controlled it..
and held back my tears..
and i told myself not to be a cry baby..
to a miracle..
i did not cry..
i successfully convinced myself not to cry..
very impressive..
i must admit...
=)
i was remembering the event that just happened..
something kept on playing in my mind...
to that someone:
im sorry..
but i just cant get u off my mind..
the more i tried to forget u..
the more my mind display the image of u..
i told myself not to have high hopes..
but it showed me images of me and you..
im sorry..
but i really do miss you.
and like i said..
i love you..
i really do.
yeah..
i've tried telling myself to stop dreaming..
but i failed..
im like a failure..
im hopeless and miserable..
hmmm...
i even tried to get to know other people..
but it just not the same as when i was with him.
i cant help it but needing him by myself.
he have changed abit..
but he denied the fact..
ohh..
how i wish things can go my way..
could it?
