Wednesday, January 09, 2008
ever wonder what would happened if one day..
u just closed ur eyes?
i mean like..
FOREVER?!
at a young age..
or maybe..
at this age..
i have an allergy..
it leads to something bad if im not careful with medicine..
and i have to inform the doctors about this allergy when visiting the doctors.
but what if..
the doctor was careless and subscribe me with the wrong medicine..
the one that i cant take..
i might die.
yes!
its the fact..
and this allergy also forbid me from eating this particular peanut that i dunno the name..
its a kidney shape peanut..
and it has the same effect as those medicine..
besides that..
im not able to take traditional medicines like the malay medicine and chinese medicine..
its a big NO NO!
so, i wondered..
what happened if i was given the wrong medicine and ate the peanut without realising..
mum always told me to avoid peanuts but what IF..
and something went wrong..
what would happen?
and will there be anyone who's gonna cry so bad when im gone?
will there be anyone thats gonna feel the huge lost in his/her life?
will anyone ever remember who mariana was?
or will she be forgotten after a few months?
at this very young age..
no one would wanna think about death..
but its something possible..
and i always wonder..
would i meet the right guy and have a family??
is there tomorrow after today?
will i ever reach my aims?
And i left my pen at 14:10
