Friday, February 01, 2008
i cried myself to sleep last night..
wondering why?
cos he wont be able to meet me for the next 2 or 3 weeks..
it's an order..
im not sure why i cried..
i listened to him telling me about it and all i could do was to listen and cry...
yes, i admit im weak.
i cant control my tears...
and i could tell that he himself was crying when he told me about it..
i had to phone aisha..
and she was kind enough to listen to my cries..
thanks babe..
she told me to go and take a rest..
so i did..
at 6.38am, he phoned me to talk to me for the last time..
cos his phone was gonna be confiscated...
talk to him for about 10 mins..
and again..
i cried..
i decided to divert my number to an old number..
i didnt want anyone to disturb me..
just now, he buzz my house number..
pick up..
and asked..
who's this..
and he said..
muhd zullfadlie mishuan..
i was shocked..
asked him..
how come he got his phone?
then he said his sergeant fought with the warrant officer..
and now im praying that they would also fight for his book out..
i would like to thank his sergeant..
=)
it made me smile when he called..
it somehow brighten up my day..
but sadly, i have no appetite to eat today..
i feel like vomiting and he said, "Dont tell me u're pregnant!"
and then he laughed..
yeah right..
pregnant!!
now im a lil bit happy..
even if i cant meet him, im still able to talk to him.
=)
And i left my pen at 11:43
