Saturday, March 29, 2008
im craving for something that i know it's hard for me to get it right now..
it's not complicated to get what i want..
but it's just not the right person..
im missing those times badly right now..
crucial, im at the stake of breaking down..
will there be that special someone to wipe my tears off my face?
and give me what i yearn for?
i miss chatting with bf late at night till the wee hours..
i miss going out on every weekend just so that we could spent the time together..
i miss those time where i know i have a place in someone's heart, and i know that would always be there for me..
i miss holding hands with bf..
i miss being playful to bf..
i miss talking crap and being an irritant to bf and still bf could tolerate me...
im not desperate to have a bf..
it's just that..
sometimes, u feel a little lonely..
especially late at night..
when u're all by urself..
staring blankly..
things starts to play in ur head..
remembering those sweet times..
and wishing that nothing could break the bond between us..
praying hard that the ties wont loosen a single bit..
but i know, everything is shit..
cos it's over now..
im leading my own life and he is too..
just typing this out, it makes me cry..
im weak, i must admit..
every girl needs a man in their life..
u cant deny that.
And i left my pen at 00:54
