Friday, July 11, 2008
i had a private number calling me last night and i didn't get to pick up cos i didn't realize and now i feel so bad. what if it's him? if it's him, can he call me again? I'm missing that sweet boy so much. baby, come home soon please. your love is missing you badly.
im trying my best to tell myself that I'm strong. and I do look strong but deep inside, I'm not. seriously. i can battle all i want with anyone i want. i showed a very aggressive face and attitude. but when i comes to love/miss, i suck at it and i cant be as s strong as i can always be. I'm even telling myself that i'm fine/okae, but people how knows me would know that i'm not. the way i talk has proven something. i speak differently and can u believe it, i cant even finish my favourite food. I'm keeping myself busy so that i would be able to not thing about him as much.
When i was in he bus just now, this lady beside me was being very selfish she out her bag at the side and she made me squeeze myself. which i ended up not sitting. pathetic. i shook my head and gave a long face. Met up with jun hao as per normal and we noticed that we used to go to school with guo qiang and reuter but now, left the two of us. just 2. guo qiang is always go to school alone and reuter is busy with girlfriend and all. no time for us. this is how friendship would usually go right?
whatever it is, i have my other friends to keep me company while he's away tho. haha.
And i left my pen at 14:22
