Friday, July 18, 2008
i was touched by how strong someone's love can be. she really love that someone so bad that her life is miserable right now. i cried with her just now cos i remembered how i use to be like her. i tried guiding her by telling her some of my past experiences. i hope it does help. i hate when she cries. it just hurts me.
why do people always sees me as someone who is strong? i know im able to defend, keep my heart strong with whatever situation i am in. and i believe no one, no one actually new i'm weak. i always wanted to be independent. not needing any man in my life. but i realise that i cant. i aint that strong. as you guys know, im missing my baby so much right now.
i must admit that i'm a little worried about him going around for his work. reason, he's good looking and i believe there's girls who wants him. im not having a low self-esteem issues here. just that, im not sure whats going on right now.
And i left my pen at 22:55
