Wednesday, July 09, 2008
watched p/s:i love you in class just now. the starting part of the movie reminds me of b. just by watching the first part of the movie, i couldnt take it that i had to leave class and take a long walk. asked rufi to accompany me. she's not the type that can persuade. but her company was more than enough for me. i admit, i cried. rufi hugged me which just make it worst. i havent finish watching. so before i sleep tonight, im gonna watch it all over again. and i shall say, im gonna cry the whole night tonight.
you know the song, dilemma? whenever i miss someone, i would sing that song. hah! weird. but it's true. and also the song missing my baby tonight. actually, lots more other songs lah. haha.
work today. tiring. furthermore, i need to wake up early so that i would be able to reach school early to download 6Ps for maths UT. after school, need to go toa payoh again for the training. havent rewrite the notes yet. maybe tomorrow during break or maybe otw to school.
my week is so packed that i feel like just taking a break. with work, trainings and classes at night. not only that, i still need to do RJs and quizzes at the end of the day everyday. tight schedule for this week and the weeks to come. i just hope that when he's back, im gonna be free so that i would be able to spend time with him. im dragging myself to school this week and next week. cos maybe, just maybe i might wanna skip class when he comes back. like what rufi say, anything for the ones you love. haha.
will be having training again tomorrow. hopefully it won't end too late. i want to have a good rest tomorrow.
i guess..
im gonna go to bed now. watching ps i love you. take care beautiful people. may all of you have a good night sleep.
And i left my pen at 23:42
