Sunday, March 09, 2008
i feel like blogging..
but im not sure what to blog about.
i feel like going out.
but i dunno where to and who with.
i feel like crying.
but i dont know what to cry about.
i feel like killing myself.
but im not sure how to.
i feel like screaming.
but it would make people think im crazy.
if i were to tell faizal about it, he would say that im having depression.
and i think i really have depression.
what can i do?
i did something that most prob will put me in a position whereby i might lose someones trust towards me..
how i wish i could go back to the past and be a better person..
erase those nasty things..
will i be able to not lose the trust and continue life without feeling guilty..
i made a mistake and i wanna change.
i wanna be a better person and make them happy and proud to have me..
no regrets..
if life was a play script and u're the writer..
what would u write?
how would life starts and how would it end?
how i wish my was a happy ending..
but thats all just imagination..
no one is perfect..
everyone make mistake and learn from it..
i shall promise to myself that i would change for the better and not do rotten things anymore.
enough is enough..
lets turn over a new leave and start a new...
there no time to waste...
And i left my pen at 14:12
