Sunday, June 15, 2008
i don't know what's happening with people around me. seriously. it's like as if i do not know them even though I've known them for years. i feel so weird facing the world. can someone actually tell me what's going on? I'm confuse about people's attitude. one moment they hate this person so badly that he/she doesn't want anyone of his/her friends to be near this person. And another moment, he/she loves him back that no one could say anything.
whatever it is. i guess I'll just stay here and pretend that the world is beautiful and perfect without a single scratch on it.
i actually just got back from work. i must say, it was fun just now. no0t many people plus i get to like go around the store and chat with friends. power ranger came for the meet and greet session. there was a traffic jam at toysrus when the power ranger appeared. Haha. i nearly cant walk. it was great overall.
I'm trying my best to set aside my sadness by trying to be happy and act like as if nothing has happened. but the fact is, something is wrong in my life. Honestly, i need Izzy to be by my side currently so that he would tell me the honest truth like he usually do. He will tell me stuff like, it's normal in life as that's how life works. life is ugly after all. even though truth hurts but if we were to realize it now, we would be able to move on faster and also we would be able to get the hack of it and not be thinking of what's going on in life. Izzy, i really need you right now. I know that it is so not possible to be able to meet you or even talk to you but i really wish you were here now and tell me the possibilities. i miss you Izzy. I really do. come back soon.
And i left my pen at 00:39
